Wednesday, October 22, 2008

"a presence"

pay my respects to grace and virtue
send my condolences to good
give my regards to soul and romance
they always did the best they could
and so long to devotion, you taught me everything I know
wave goodbye, wish me well.

the killers

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

sunny school teacher

I love being busy,
does that make me crazy?

My grades are finally going up,
and life,
is good.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

I had a feeling..



I don't know you anymore.

"are you sure?"

I was going to post a blog and then look at postsecret
Instead I looked a postsecret...and found exactly what I wanted to say in my blog.



your questioning makes me question myself,...
I don't know if I'm being stubborn because I know I'm right
or because I want to believe that I'm right.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

10/10

weird day/good day
happy day/sad day
windy day/warm day

could be/my day.

Friday, October 10, 2008

test corrections

"being psychic would kind of suck, because then nothing would be exciting any more."
"honestly, you're a cool person..."

...you learn the most when you don't expect anything at all.

Monday, October 6, 2008

if you could see me now

tomorrow you will be 17.
that makes 14 years that I have known you...
I still thank you for holding me back,
because in the end, it made me into a stronger person today.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

perfume

I want to reach out to you,
but I am embaressed,
because I wouldn't know what to say...
somehow, we connect, but at the same time, we are so far apart.
and it's always been like this, and I don't know how to change it,
and I'm sorry. and I just want you to be happy...and I miss you.
you are so much better than this.

faith



I wish I believed this much.
"I'm mailing this card because I have the feeling that I'm going to meet the person who will change my life on the way to the post office."

Saturday, October 4, 2008

wake up call

Your daddy told you when you were a girl
the kinds of things that come to those who wait.
So give it a rest girl,
Take a deep breath girl...

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

"please don't reply"

Make up your mind: I can't handle this when I'm sick... scratch that, I can't handle this any time.
what do you expect me to do, throw up my hands and say, ok, I'll just sit around...
I have an idea. I'll just sit on my bed and wait, and when you're ready, you can just tell me, and I'm yours!
You say, "I don't love you any more" "I'm over it, you should get over it too" - direct quotes! and then you get all upset when I move on, what am I supposed to do? I thought we broke up so that we could try new things, and then when I do you get all hurt.
I don't exist just to make you happy. I have to look out for myself sometimes too, did that ever occur to you?
no one is for this. I don't know if everyone just thinks that I belong with you, or no one wants me with him, I dont know what. they watch the video and say, that's so sad. That made me sad.
Yeah well goddamn right its sad. I was sad for months but you said that I should move on and live my life so I do and then all of a sudden you don't like being single any more.
No one wants to see me move on. I dont know why...no one is for this but me and him. great. am I supposed to just wait a year until you decide its time again? Is that fair? Is that what everyone wants?
I'm so frustrated/confused/sick/lost.
I want to cry.

give me an i

for irony...


http://www.pcsart.org/portfolio/07_08/videos/poems/index.html

Puzzle pieces.

it doesn't really hurt anymore...
I think thats good-
I know that's good-
I'm ready.
Life's for livin' child, can't you see?