electric word, life is.

new years resolutions:

get involved in things I'm afraid of (ex: sing at church)

work out more/on a reg schedule

keep my room cleaner/more organized

get a good summer job/internship

drive (close to) the speed limit

don't txt while driving

come back

"Somewhere there's a stolen halo,

I used to watch her wear it well..

everything would shine, wherever she would go

but looking at her now you'd never tell..

Someone ran away with her innocence

a memory she can't get out of her head..

I can only imagine what she's feeling

when shes praying

kneeling at the edge of her bed.."

peeved

if you really missed me, it wouldnt matter where you saw me.

newsflash: it takes just as long for me to drive to santa cruz as it does for anyone in santa cruz to drive here. and I do it way more often. just putting that out there...

someday we'll know

I wish I had a beautiful mind.

a lifetime

if you're thinking of me

what am I doing?

and its going to catch up evetually...

every day, I worry that I'm just cheating fate,

some days its all I can think about, some days its nothing.

two types of people

"They say I've grown up, but really, one day I just woke up, realized I hated my life, and changed it."

I won't let you

"Good girls are pretty, like all the time

I'm just pretty, some of the time

Good girls are happy, and satisfied

I won't stop asking, until I die.

Who's that girl? That you dream of

Who's that girl? That you think you love

Who's that girl? Well I'm nothing like her."

time and place

I think I'm winning.

http://lacarnival.blogspot.com/2008/08/ive-heard-this-story-before.html

terms log

It's hard to get without a cause,

I don't want to perish like a fading voice,

youth is like diamonds in the sun

and diamonds are forever...

shibboleth

half-light

propped on our elbows

the daily show

laughing, smiling,

talking

vulnerable, even though you try not to be

and when you hold me..

"must you make me laugh so much?

It's bad enough we get along this well..."

imogen heap

to feel

"Sometimes I swear I don't know if I'm coming or going

But you always say something without even knowing

That I'm hanging on to your words with all of my might

And it's alright, yeah I'm alright for one more night.."

happy/free

in wonderland

Alice: I simply must get through!

doorknob: sorry, you're much too big. simply impassible!

Alice: you mean impossible?

doorknob: no, impassible. nothing's impossible!

circumstance

"Hold fast to dreams

for if dreams die

Life is a broken-winged bird

that cannot fly

Hold fast to dreams

for when dreams go

Life is a barren field

frozen with snow."

Today I realized how much I wish I knew you. I think you would know the answers. And I think my mom is afraid to say that to me.