4am, Doin' 95

I have been up for 35 hours.

I don't like seeing the full length mirror.

I don't know how to reply to your message, and I'm afraid to call you.

I want to see Nezzy. I miss everyone.

I miss Alex and Eve.

I liked my letters. Alex's, Eve's. Alex's on the plane as we took off from Housten, Eve's in the car on the way out of the airport. I know that I will save them forever. I know I will have Alex and Eve forever.

You belong among the wildflowers,

you belong in a boat out at sea.

"We fit."

I'm so glad I got to kiss you goodbye.