I don't want to go because I want to pretend that I'm the only one.
I don't want to see other people and hear their stories and realize that my experience wasn't the be all and end all. I wasn't the only one who had an amazing time, and my experience wasn't totally different than anyone else's. I am going to accept my selfishness and just put it out there that I want to keep it to myself and I want to be the only one. I want to know that other people had a good time only because I care about them, not because I want to compare, not because I want to make sure that I wasn't alone.
They have these things because apparently people have problems readjusting and they feel like they're all alone and no one else understands.
Well I don't want anyone else to understand.
All praise the selfish bitch.
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