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1. See the pyramids and Luxor in Egypt

2. Sail in the British Virgin Islands

3. Go on a safari in Africa

4. Take a roadtrip across the US

5. Go to a State Fair (the particular state isn't as important)

6. Stay in a lighthouse on the East Coast

7. See the Northern Lights

8. Hike down into the Grand Canyon

9. Go skiing in Switzerland.

10. Ride a train in Alaska

11. Swim in the Great Barrier Reef

12. Walk along the (whole) Great Wall of China

13. Visit New Guinea (only to see if Jared Diamond's obsession is justified)

14. Go to the southern-most tip of South Africa

15. Go to Sweden on the shortest day of the year

16. Ride a Gondola in Venice, Italy

17. Climb Half Dome in Yosemite, California

18. Visit the Taj Mahal

19. See a show at the Sydney Opera House in Australia

20. Have a picnic overlooking Niagara Falls

21. Visit the Moulin Rouge in Paris

22. Go to rio de Janeiro, Brazil

23. Visit Santorini or another Greek island

24. See the Vatican in Rome

25. Visit Sri Lanka

deseo

http://www.lacma.org/ar/ExhibVF.aspx

ache

"How come we don't ever talk no more"

I'm so sick of lying down.

reality

"Did I catch a glance

or did I imagine that?"

metas

Windsong

walk. talk it out.

hold my hand,

shiver in the cold.

I was afraid,

and now I'm glad,

it's not perfect,

but I'm starting to like it that way.

getting to know you more

"When interrogating a suspect, do not leave your gun, wallet, and I.D. card on the coffee table"

like you mean it

vissi d'arte

vissi d'amore

cerrado

I hate that its like this,

I hate that its always me,

I hate that I close off,

I hate that I analyze.

desire

honest

"get off your pedestal"

I really hope people don't see me like that...

if there is one thing that i have been running away from my whole life

its being seen like that.

pisces

"Your mid is consumed with trying to figure out a person or puzzle in your life and it's tougher than it looks. Of course, there's no answer in the back, so you may need to ask a friend for help."

don't let me down

But how long can a person float, looking at an empty horizon?

How long to you drift before you call it quits?

it follows me into my dreams.

beat.

I'm going crazy my head is stuffed I need to talk and theres no one to say it all to, some, but not all.

I want to go to the beach and walk for a long time, for hours, and yell or anything that will get it all out.

But its midnight.

I dont know how to express myself anymore, I'm not an individual, I'm just the same.

I had an epiphany, its not that I have low self esteem or that I'm humble, its just that I am nothing out of the ordinary, I have nothing interesting that makes me stand out.

I sound crazy, I sound like I hate myself, but I really don't at all, I am just stating the facts.

and people say no no no, you are an individual! Then tell me, dear, how am I different.

and then they say no no no, you ARE an individual!

but I'm a cog, and I'm stuck, and I just keep getting more stuck.

I need to get this out somehow, I haven't felt such crazy energy in a long time, its like a pulse, and I dont know where to put it, because no matter what I do, I feel the same, I don't feel like my life is beautiful anymore.

I feel like I've dirtied everything by doing stupid things, stupid every day things that I shouldn't do, like gossip and sit on facebook all day, I act like its a joke, and really it is sort of funny that I'm blogging about this. But I feel like I'm no one anymore, or at least no one special, and the only reason I do this is because I need something thats mine.

Writing is mine.

I'm sane I swear.

a diamond

confusion;

sometimes I think things would be better if I was silent.

1. Come visit your top choice college...I know you will sit next to me in silence and enjoy every second.

2. I miss you, I miss who I was with you, I miss everything we did together.

3. "Your eyes were the soundtrack of my summer,"...and still no one sees it.

4. I just want to see you.

5. I'm not being completely honest with you, because I'm not being completely honest with myself.

5. Bright eyes: look at "Academy" and "hmmm" (august)

6. I guess you're actually right about us...

7. You replaced me with her because of him.