be ok.

I just want to read. for days and days and days. I want to escape into another world, and then when I want to put my book down I want to sleep. I want to be able to collage for hours. I want to walk along the beach for miles and miles just feeling all the space above me and around me.

I want to be on your couch, and I want to feel safe and comfortable, listening to the guitar and knowing.

I want to go back to years ago, and I want to feel what it was like. I want to be able to stop questioning myself. I want to KNOW again. I want to be sure again, of who I am and where I am and where I'm going. I want to be that one watching the fireworks who can whisper "Happy one year. I love you." Instead of being the one standing next to them.

I want to be independent and I want to be myself, I want to have time to better myself, and I want to be free. I want to be standing on top of the hill at Stanford in the sun, looking out on everything and just seeing inside, my mind going a hundred miles an hour. I want to find my place and myself in this world, and I want to do it alone.

-mind vs. heart.