Did I make the wrong choice? Why can't I be myself? Why am I so intimidated by everyone? Why am I having such a hard time making friends? Why do I always feel so awkward? Why was this so much easier last summer? Why can't I just let go of things at home? Why do I worry so much? Why did I even try out for soccer? What will my classes be like? What if all of this, all of my excitement and all of my work and my parent's money, was for nothing? Where are the people who think? Where are the people who get involved? Where are the things I was so excited for at Conn? What if the rest of the semester continues...like this?
I just need to put it somewhere.
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