"First, I've been able to exercise a ton, which has been amazing. That probably sounds kinda funny, but its more than just being in better shape...I've barely been stressed out all summer. Second, I've read so much. For both of my classes all of the homework is either reading or writing papers, which is so perfect for me. Also, I've gotten to spend a lot of time alone, which obviously sounds kind of pathetic, but its nice. There's no one here who I totally 'click' with, which ironically I really like...and I know that is so not me, since I like to have really close friends, but I think its what I needed. I needed time where I had to deal with everything myself, and I didn't have a guy or a best friend there to dump everything on, you know? I've gotten to know myself a lot better, in a way."
No revelations, no huge self-discovery. I don't really know if I have the capability for that...or maybe its just so cheesy that I've convinced myself I never want that to happen. But I feel more in control.
"I guess all I can say is that I am really glad that I had this summer."
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